GIRL ON 9 ACRES
JULY 14, 1968
​Her dress fits snuggly,
the baby is due any day now.
What will this child be?
Tiny fingers and toes and mouth
with dark hair like her daddy?
He said, “Don’t have that baby until I get back!”
A promise she can not keep.
Unconscious fingers lace beneath her belly
where the child lies quietly, waiting.
Will she have his eyes, green and deep?
People in shades of gray
murmur soft condolences.
A voice, “it is time. Time to walk.”
So she moves toward the dark edge of earth
her hand caressing smooth wood.
The child will sing, that is certain
a voice to blend with her own
and a part of him she can hold.
Her belly jumps, alive with life.
The darkness slips beneath the earth.




I do not know how to tell
this story.
It is not only mine,
after all.
Black lace in the breeze,
desperation.
One hand on a casket
fingers longing to rip it open
To see
To know.
A widow 8 months pregnant
-with me.
ENDINGS

BEGINNINGS
How can this baby breathe
without her
father’s love?
Screeching and clutching
her hair a wild mass of dark
and an instant reminder
Here I am!
Your Chickadee.