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JULY 14, 1968

​Her dress fits snuggly,

the baby is due any day now.

What will this child be?

Tiny fingers and toes and mouth 

with dark hair like her daddy?

 

He said, “Don’t have that baby until I get back!”

A promise she can not keep.

Unconscious fingers lace beneath her belly

where the child lies quietly, waiting.

Will she have his eyes, green and deep?

 

People in shades of gray  

murmur soft condolences.

A voice, “it is time. Time to walk.”

So she moves toward the dark edge of earth

her hand caressing smooth wood.

 

The child will sing, that is certain

a voice to blend with her own

and a part of him she can hold.

 

Her belly jumps, alive with life.

 

The darkness slips beneath the earth.

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I do not know how to tell

this story.

It is not only mine, 

after all.

Black lace in the breeze,

desperation.

One hand on a casket

fingers longing to rip it open

To see

To know.

A widow 8 months pregnant

-with me.

ENDINGS

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BEGINNINGS

How can this baby breathe

without her 

father’s love?

 

Screeching and clutching

her hair a wild mass of dark

and an instant reminder

 

Here I am!

Your Chickadee.

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